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Ash Wednesday
Remembering: Lux Umbra Dei
We may never know.
Ash Wednesday
In the Dharma hall
Few words
Tell it all
Are you
Ashes now?
Bless your ashes
Anoint my brow
Am I
Your Dharma heir?
Sprinkle your ashes
Upon my hair
Ash Wednesday
In the Dharma hall
"No Question"
That is all
We may never know.
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I mean this quite sincerely: of the many gifts in life I have received, "knowing" Lux is/was one of the greatest.
From "The Wind on Beartooth Plateau":
"I am weary, feeling my age multiplied by illness and responsibility, seeing the changes coming, and knowing how much distress they will cause some on the short term. But the Plateau endures and so shall our species; we are contemporaries after all, and all this tumult is so much wind, so many fleeting photons ghosting through the ringing air.
Obama shall surely win and become one of the greatest presidents this country has ever had. And simultaneously with our country's fall from haughty financial power, may come a new golden age where a great and lasting peace will be shared by all.
Such is my hope and prayer and I contemplate these things late nights as markets tremble in the balance, and the world waits to see what our choice will be, and the eternal winds blow the trees in my city park and those up on the plateau of all of our hopes."
Thank you, Lux, for words of benediction.
And thank you, TheraP, for honoring Lux. Wherever he may be, he is not forgotten.
February 25, 2009 7:48 AM | Reply | Permalink
I feel the same way. And the word "remembering" above links to the very post you quote.
This is a holy post. You understood.
February 25, 2009 8:38 AM | Reply | Permalink
In Nomine Patris, et Filiis, et Spiritu Sancte.
Spelling probably off. I got so mad, years ago at the RCC that I used to dip my finger in my ash tray on Ash Wednesday and cross my forehead. I aint so angry about it all anymore.
The cycle of life is reflected in all religious rights and more poetically, in my lowly opinion, in the oldest and largest religions.
Ashes to Ashes and Dust to Dust
The Sacred Rites
Become a must
They can shake us to the bone
In fear and awe we are struck
Without them we are alone
February 25, 2009 10:02 AM | Reply | Permalink
Lux's ashes could make saints of us all!
February 25, 2009 10:11 AM | Reply | Permalink
If you are unacquainted with T S Eliot's poem, Ash Wednesday, you may want to read it at this lovely site:
http://www.msgr.ca/msgr-7/ash_wednesday_t_s_eliot.htm
February 25, 2009 10:52 AM | Reply | Permalink
I just miss him. And Fredkin, his toaster-sized supercomputer that regularly did battle against the Ice Weasels.
I just prefer to work on the assumption that Lux's last comment still holds:
"Snowing here in Portland...it is so beautiful!"
February 25, 2009 11:58 AM | Reply | Permalink
He had a ability to appreciate so much. To connect with us in so many ways. I now read some of his words differently... As if he knew more than he was saying or was encoding things to be read later for the future.
Here again is TS Eliot (Four Quartets):
http://www.tristan.icom43.net/quartets/salvages.html
February 25, 2009 12:35 PM | Reply | Permalink
Linking to this, which I posted at amikes' blog:
http://tpmcafe.talkingpointsmemo.com/talk/blogs/amike/2009/02/the-law-of-justice-and-the-law.php#comment-3388396
Ulysses by Tennyson.
February 25, 2009 1:16 PM | Reply | Permalink
Excuse my ignorance but what happened to Lux?
February 25, 2009 2:04 PM | Reply | Permalink
We do not know, oleeb. Last we heard he had fallen unconscious, while coughing, just before his last post. In addition, he had acknowledged cancer, surgery, chemo, radiation, and fatigue. If you read the first link, you can see how fatigued.
We've asked around. But no one seems to have had a direct way of contacting him.
This is not an announcement. But a remembrance. A kind of fest schrift.
It's been 2 months.
February 25, 2009 2:24 PM | Reply | Permalink
Well I had noticed the absence but didn't pick up on what might be the cause until reading these things. Thanks for filling me in. It's hard to know what to say.
February 25, 2009 5:44 PM | Reply | Permalink
I understand. I've been mulling this over for 2 months - but for you it's new information.
I'll tell you that the idea for this post came in the middle of the night. I literally was up for several hours working on the poem and putting up the blog. It came from very deep inside. Where it had likely been percolating for weeks.
February 25, 2009 7:17 PM | Reply | Permalink
It's all very disturbing news.
February 25, 2009 10:38 PM | Reply | Permalink
Thera, thanks for putting this together. It is hard to know when it is appropriate, and what is appropriate and I think you've walked that line nicely.
I think we've all been missing him, but were afraid to ask the question out loud. He will be long remembered here, as well as in his "real" world.
February 25, 2009 4:33 PM | Reply | Permalink
What a lovely sentiment, TheraP, thank you. It's difficult for me to find words ... any words. Yet somehow, he understands.
February 25, 2009 5:19 PM | Reply | Permalink
I am so sure you are correct. This man's heart reaches every sincere heart. And always will, I believe.
February 25, 2009 5:23 PM | Reply | Permalink
I appreciate the feedback. Yes, I did try to walk a careful line. I'm glad I managed it!
February 25, 2009 5:19 PM | Reply | Permalink
That was for stillidealistic. :)
February 25, 2009 5:22 PM | Reply | Permalink
Lux's absence leaves a huge hole here. I miss his wisdom and his serenity.
February 25, 2009 5:43 PM | Reply | Permalink
I agree. We need to do our best to carry on his spirit.
Your brief but beautiful tribute is part of that. He was a man of simplicity, humility, and so grounded.
February 25, 2009 7:21 PM | Reply | Permalink
Lux is somewhere, smiling and happy, on a bench enjoying flowers and a nice breeze is tugging at his sleeve.
I miss Hreb too.
February 25, 2009 5:55 PM | Reply | Permalink
Here is his description of exactly that:
You've channeled him for sure!
February 25, 2009 7:19 PM | Reply | Permalink
Yes. Where is that bodacious bunny cat? I miss him. Helloooo, Bunkitty -- phone home.
February 25, 2009 8:45 PM | Reply | Permalink
I've seen hreb (The Reb as I call him) a few times of late.
But yes, Dear Reb, please phone home. And come home!
February 26, 2009 9:36 AM | Reply | Permalink