A temporary Hiatus
Dear TPM community, I know that I have been a bit scarce of late. As many of you know, I have been dealing with trigeminal neuralgia and that has been both time and energy consuming. At the same time I was diagnosed with TN, I was also diagnosed with an auditory neuroma. I am scheduled for radiation surgery tomorrow (Friday) morning. I have been in a flurry of preparation for this "event." While I have high hopes that all will go well tomorrow, there is a possibility that I may take a while to recover. I hope to be functioning normally (Ha!) in no time at all.
I have missed dialoging with you. I feel a sense of community, support, sanity, and yes levity here. Because I feel an attachment and a responsibility as part of this community, I did not want to just "disappear."
So, I'm thinking of you all, even if I am not here in pixels. I look forward to returning.
Thanks to all of you for your support and encouragement. You are truly special - individually and collectively - and I love the passion and thoughtfulness you bring to this space.
I have missed dialoging with you. I feel a sense of community, support, sanity, and yes levity here. Because I feel an attachment and a responsibility as part of this community, I did not want to just "disappear."
So, I'm thinking of you all, even if I am not here in pixels. I look forward to returning.
Thanks to all of you for your support and encouragement. You are truly special - individually and collectively - and I love the passion and thoughtfulness you bring to this space.
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Buona fortuna Rowan. Take your time and know that your contributions here will be missed.
June 19, 2009 1:44 AM | Reply | Permalink
Thank you Miguel. You are a dear.
June 19, 2009 1:55 AM | Reply | Permalink
Thanks for letting us know Rowan, our love and thoughts will be with you...
Remember laughter is great medicine so make sure you get regular doses to speed your recovery:)
June 19, 2009 1:50 AM | Reply | Permalink
I have a printed copy of the Blunderdick series. That should keep me laughing :>
Thanks for the suggestion and for your kind wishes.
June 19, 2009 1:57 AM | Reply | Permalink
Ah, Rowan -
I will be thinking of you and sending nothing but positive and warm 'vibes'...
I hope you're back here soon as I always learn from your postings - I especially appreciate that you never approach anything without giving it great consideration and so much energy and insight.
Only had time to skim posts lately, but always make time to read yours and usually, at very least, Rec'd.
Please take good care of you! I look forward to your next post.
June 19, 2009 2:21 AM | Reply | Permalink
Sweet Aunt Sam. Thank you. I am just doing a quick response before I leave for the hospital.
June 19, 2009 9:17 AM | Reply | Permalink
A few years back I was admitted to the Hospital.
I hope I am not offeneding you when I say.
I strongly believe that the Power of Prayer helped in my recovery.
May you find comfort in all our prayers. Knowing the hearer of prayers is listening and wants to prove to YOU, he is there and will help, if you ask.
(Isaiah 41:10) 10 Do not be afraid, for I am with you. Do not gaze about, for I am your God. I will fortify you. I will really help you. . .
This scripture helped me.
(Isaiah 40:29-31) . . .He is giving to the tired one power; and to the one without dynamic energy he makes full might abound. .......They will mount up with wings like eagles. They will run and not grow weary; they will walk and not tire out.”
Every day I read a little more of Isaiah and felt my power returning quickly.
June 19, 2009 2:35 AM | Reply | Permalink
I believe that good thoughts and prayer all weigh on the scale for a positive outcome. Thank you.
June 19, 2009 9:16 AM | Reply | Permalink
Rowan, it is important for you, and for others that you act properly in this. Propriety lay on the path that leads to your own wellness. There is no blame in this; but there is blame in seeing only the short-term, and expending energy you need to use healing to aid others, who will traverse the present, even without you. The past is determinate, the future is expanding potentiality, yet actuality is all. Do not short change what may be, because of an external contemporaneity. Enough of the lalaisms though.
I suspect you may soon be filling prescriptions of very unusual chemicals, in uncommon combinations. Possible synergistic effects need to be considered. In this, your Pharmacist is your greatest ally. MD Specialists are very good at what they do, but they might not have the most current pharmacological information in their memories. Write down your meds and dosages. Keep track of even those you may not have taken for a while, as synthetic chemical serum levels can last longer than expected, especially when liver/kidneys are being worked hard. Good Pharmacists live and breathe this data.
Lastly, get well. peace and love...pca
June 19, 2009 2:55 AM | Reply | Permalink
Thank you for the sound advice Psuedo!
June 19, 2009 9:15 AM | Reply | Permalink
Good luck and damn the torpedoes, Rowan!
June 19, 2009 3:06 AM | Reply | Permalink
Quinn, I enter the land of science fiction. No torpedoes today - just gamma knives. But agreed, the only thing to do is go boldly forward.
June 19, 2009 9:19 AM | Reply | Permalink
Bonne Chance!
June 19, 2009 3:32 AM | Reply | Permalink
Pumping fist in the air!
June 19, 2009 9:20 AM | Reply | Permalink
Rowan, you are one of my favorites, and I have told you so in my comments or in my replies to your comments.
Good Luck. Keep on keepin' on Rowan. And please check in from time to time when you are willing and able.
June 19, 2009 3:42 AM | Reply | Permalink
And returned Sir Didckday. Will do.
June 19, 2009 9:21 AM | Reply | Permalink
Your road may be long, and your path strewn with challenges. Perhaps, at times, you will feel lost. Do not falter, for you will never walk alone.
No matter what, we're here.
June 19, 2009 4:08 AM | Reply | Permalink
Thanks barefooted. I have healing as a destination, and the good thought of you and others as companions. Thanks.
June 19, 2009 9:22 AM | Reply | Permalink
Rowan, I am sorry to hear about this latest health issue as well. I'll be thinking of you and wishing you well. We will all miss your thoughtful contributions to the conversation here. Good luck, and take care of yourself!
June 19, 2009 6:44 AM | Reply | Permalink
With luck, I'll return soon. Thank you.
June 19, 2009 9:23 AM | Reply | Permalink
I'll be thinking good thoughts in your direction, Rowan.
(big hug)
June 19, 2009 7:36 AM | Reply | Permalink
(hug back!)
I will carry the hug of the mighty bwak with me.
June 19, 2009 9:24 AM | Reply | Permalink
Hugs to you Rowan - I will be hoping for a quick recovery and your return here to TPM. Take good care and may every day bring better health to you.
June 19, 2009 8:10 AM | Reply | Permalink
Thank you Maggiemum.
June 19, 2009 9:25 AM | Reply | Permalink
I have found value in your thoughts so I will be happy when you return. Please take especially good care of yourself during your treatment and recovery. And hurry back because we are about to solve all of our problems. In the near future there won’t be any need for your kind of helpful critique and social commentary. I plan to become a pastry chef in the second Obama administration. I suggest you spend the time recuperating to find an avocation other than social responsibility – maybe something in tennis like training to be a let judge.
I’m happy to read elsewhere that the prognosis for eliminating the pain as the result of this treatment is good. I look forward to your further reflections on this journey through pain and treatments. Your first post on this was especially valuable.
Keep us in your thoughts as we keep you in ours.
June 19, 2009 8:59 AM | Reply | Permalink
Promised land straight ahead :`)
June 19, 2009 9:26 AM | Reply | Permalink
Sending peace and love your way, Rowan. I recall the blog about the trigeminal pain. And am sorry to hear about this extra problem. May all go well. Since I can't provide hypnosis across the miles, I'm imagining myself in a circle with all of us sending you positive energy.
I haven't been at the Cafe much of late. But I've always appreciated your posts and comments. You will be missed. But take the time you need.
Peace and love - again.
June 19, 2009 9:05 AM | Reply | Permalink
Thanks TheraP. White light and positive energy, my techniques as well.
June 19, 2009 9:27 AM | Reply | Permalink
Best of luck, Rowan, for a speedy recovery. Your thoughtful and thought-provoking posts will be missed while you're gone, so hurry back.
Much love,
Lis
June 19, 2009 9:09 AM | Reply | Permalink
Love back Lis - and to all of you.
It is uplifting to take all these good thought with me as I hit the road for this big adventure.
Thank you and all of you.
Big hugs to all.
June 19, 2009 9:29 AM | Reply | Permalink
I promise not to write anything interesting in your absence. Please don't make the absence too long. But then again, I don't write anything too interesting in your presence, so take as long as you need to recover.
Bundles of good thoughts are headed your way...by unionized carrier, of course.
M.
June 19, 2009 9:30 AM | Reply | Permalink
be well Rowan. Hope to see you back here soon.
June 19, 2009 10:08 AM | Reply | Permalink
This morning I had to run an errand. I saw an eagle skimming along the river as I drove down the river road. It's not a common sight, but not as rare as one might think. Anyway, as I usually do when I see an eagle, I sent out a prayer for the migizi to lift up high...I did not need a prayer for myself at the moment, so the prayer was sent out for anyone who had need of one. I think I know now where the prayer ended up.
Rowan, it is my greatest wish today, that your recovery is quick and free of further pain.
June 19, 2009 10:46 AM | Reply | Permalink
Dear Rowan,
I always enjoy your comments and thoughts. Please carry with you my sincerest wishes of minimal hurt and a speedy recovery.
From my group of pixels to your group of pixels :)
Mage
June 19, 2009 12:10 PM | Reply | Permalink
Pax vobiscum Rowan!
June 19, 2009 3:38 PM | Reply | Permalink
I'm late to the post, Rowan, but my thoughts and wishes for a rapid recovery are headed in your direction.
June 19, 2009 4:05 PM | Reply | Permalink
Rowan: You matter to us. Go and do and endure that which you must to preserve and strengthen your self. And while doing that, know that you have a community of people who care for you, not just as Ms. Manatee, but as an individual person, whom we think truly remarkable.... and also lovable.
We await and anticipate your recovery and return.
Namaste.
June 19, 2009 4:34 PM | Reply | Permalink
get well soon.
June 19, 2009 6:11 PM | Reply | Permalink
The marine and barnyard life will keep you in our best thoughts - such as they are. :-)
Good luck, Rowan. We'll be waiting for you to come back. You're important to all of us.
Much love, hugz and healing white light,
Seashell
PS - U can haz cheezburger when u get back!
June 19, 2009 6:46 PM | Reply | Permalink
Feel better, Rowan.
June 19, 2009 7:05 PM | Reply | Permalink
Rowan, I hope you can surround yourself with a big circle of healing energy. Come back soon.
June 19, 2009 8:17 PM | Reply | Permalink
By now your surgery is over and you're on to the business of recovering. You won't be reading this page for a while, but I just wanted to add my very best wishes to you.
Take care, get well, be happy. (Cliches all, but so heartfelt!)
June 19, 2009 9:51 PM | Reply | Permalink
Seconded, and the bear wishes me to remind Rowan that she rawks
June 19, 2009 9:53 PM | Reply | Permalink