As someone who has been rooting in a very serious way for Obama since the summer, as someone who is a broke college student but still managed to travel the country to volunteer in January and again in April, as someone who has donated to his campaign time and time again, as a voter I feel disappointed in Barack Obama.
This began with his opting out of public financing, which truth me told I didn't care a lot about but it certainly didn't play well and has a lot of folks (especially netroots) pretty upset, but that will pass once we get closer to November. My personal theory is that he should have opted in because I don't think he is going to be able to raise the kind of money he thinks he can, the economy is shit, I haven't given him a cent since he clinched the nomination simply because I haven't had the extra money, and now that I do I don't want to give him a cent.
My disappointment grew when Obama caved on FISA.. I couldn't believe it. My roommate and I are gay for Obama but we haven't even been able to discuss FISA-Gate because we are at a complete loss for words. Frankly she is so much more into this campaign than I am that I am afraid to bring it up her. It's a quiet disappointment we both share but feel too disheartened by it to even discuss it or try to make sense of it. What could possibly bring one to the conclusions Barack reached?
It continued today when he threw Scarlett Johansson under the bus, I don't really care about anything related to that other than his less-than warranted response:
"She sent one email to Reggie, who forwarded it to me," Obama said,
referring to his 26-year-old personal assistant, Reggie Love. "I write
saying, 'thank you Scarlett for doing what you do,' and suddenly we
have this email relationship"
Why? Why present it in that way? I am disappointed in Barack and if this continues it will be a tragedy. Perhaps he should worry less about gaining votes from those in the middle and care more about the people who got him here. Maybe he should be worried about losing our votes.
There have been other, more minor incidents but they all speak to the same thing: Barack Obama sold out and became a regular politician. The fear now is that he won't realize it and snap back into focus. I don't want to vote for just another politician Barack, I want to vote for a man with ideals and a backbone, not someone who does what is most convenient politically. Obama will win this race, I just hope he can do it the right way.