As a kid, I read everything I could get my hands on about the Green Mountain Boys, Valley Forge, the Battle of Lexington & any other scrap of history I could find. Today, that legacy has been betrayed by a half century of elective wars & imperial ambition. I escaped the bloody insanity of the Vietnam War by the luck of the draw, literally: I got a high draft number in 1970. I hated that war & I hate the current war. Belatedly, I was able to go to Vietnam in peace & try to repair some of the damage – since the mid-90s I have been traveling to Vietnam & meeting with writers, learning the language, doing translations. It is little enough, but it is something.
There was a clarity about the moral claims of the American revolutionaries that I found bracing in 1960, already the beginning of the end of liberal democracy in the US, despite Kennedy defeating Nixon. (Had Nixon won, we might have gotten rid of him sooner.) Four years later, Goldwater's defeat by LBJ in a landslide would launch the right-wing reaction in the very neighborhoods where my family lived in Southern California. The fact that LBJ ran as the "peace candidate" must surely mark the beginning of the postmodern era in American politics. I don't know, maybe we've always been a postmodern nation: Ethan Allen & his bands of fighters were early real estate speculators & property rights radicals -- hardly the sort of folks I'd be joining up with now, though I retain certain libertarian sympathies.
As I said, I loved the founders of the nation when I was a little boy. I remember distinctly, though, the first time I ran across that poem with the line "My country right or wrong, but still my country!"* I couldn't have been more than eight or nine years old, but the sentiment expressed in the poem ran counter to everything I was being taught at school, not to mention Sunday school. Later, when I was in college, my father was outraged when I came home with the flag sticker on the rear window of the Datsun he had given me turned upside down to indicate distress. This was during the height of the Vietnam War & he made me remove the sticker or lose the car. To my shame, I scraped it off.
Even as a child, the American Revolution made sense to me & it remains the basis of my love of country. The only thing I ask of those who govern the nation is that they: 1) Put national interest above personal or party interest, & 2) remember that their vast authority derives from the consent of the governed. "Current events would suggest that those who govern have forgotten both of these ideas. Ideas, one might think, at the heart of our democracy. Never in my life has that democracy been so imperiled. In a small gesture, today I contacted the president of my university & the dean of my school regarding efforts to rebuild the universities of Iraq. I opposed this war, but now I see no option but to support those Iraqis who want to establish something resembling liberal democracy. To do otherwise is to give in to nihilism.
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* I've been trying to track down the source of this quote, but all I have come up with so far is "a 19th century American admiral, "Stephen Decatur":http://www.bartleby.com/66/46/15946.html. Maybe I am remembering a transcript of the speech by Carl Schurz, but I in any case it was a piece of rhetoric that stuck in my craw. In scurrying around the internets just now in search of the source, I see that some have read the line as emphasizing loyalty to country even when one disagrees with one policy or another, but when I was presented with the line it was intended to convey a sentiment that would become explicit a few years later: America: Love it or Leave it.