90 years ago....
Summertime gives me the blues
2. Half An Acre by Hem
3. Small Song by Lhasa
4. Soon this space..by Lhasa
5. Unfinished Sympathy by Massive Attack.
6. Hymn of the Big Wheel by Massive Attack
7. Interia Creeps by Massive Attack
8. I Love You Porgy, Nina Simone's version
9. I Put A Spell On You by Nina Simone
anything on After Hours by Nina Simone
PTSD and Shell Shock--continued
This story begins with me reading Toni Morrison's Sula. I read the book about 15 years ago and I thought she was pulling my extra long thigh. One of the first human characters she introduced in the book was a World War I Veteran named Shadrack. He wanted to set aside one day of the year for suicide. The first few years everyone in this small Midwestern town thought he lost his mind in the war. He was a one man parade. He paraded up and down the middle of town campaigning for a National Suicide Day. He just wanted on day set aside to contemplate suicide. I threw the book down because that, to say the least, was an unsettling idea. It took me 15 years and some family research to come close or closer--maybe the closest-- to excepting the possibility that soldiers need time and space to think about what happened to them in war.
Again, I wanted to talk about this subject because there seems to be an increasing number of stories about soldiers committing suicide; or I am just more aware of the incidents of suicide by soldiers. Reading that article lead me to a relative who fought in the Spanish-American or the Philippine-American War. He also happened to committ suicide and the newspaper account of the tragedy was gripping.. The newspaper article was a rare find. I never heard (or learned) that African Americans were in this (or these) conflict(s).
According to military records, my relative was enlisted by "a certain
Captain Brewster in Canton, Ohio 5 September 1900." He mustered out at
Fort Harrison, Montana 4, September 1904 with an honorable discharge.
He went back to Ohio and started his own dye an cleaning business. He
married and few years later. For some strange reason he tried to set
his wife and his business on fire. The sheriff in that town arrested
him put in the town jail on Saturday night. According to the newspaper
report, a deputy was talking to him through the night. He was asking my relative why he
tried to set his wife and store on fire. My relative and the deputy talked for a long time. They must have talked until the wee hours of Sunday morning. The deputy began to get
worried because my relative started to remain silent when the he asked him more questions. The cell must have been around the corner from the office of sheriff because they carried on a conversation.
The deputy went to the cell and found my relative had taken his belt
off and put around his neck. The newspaper says he had not eaten and he
died looking out the window with a cigarette in his mouth.
This is one the most tragic stories I think I have ever read. I think
the experience of combat caused this tragedy. I think I understand Shadrack in Toni Morrison's novel Sula
now.
It is a cautionary tale about the unseen and mostly un-reported (under
reported ) effects of war on human beings.
P.S. Just for the record, I finished the book twice
Argumentum ad populum
Rachel not only took Bill to school, she managed to teach me something new. I wish I had spent more time in my philosophy class. Maybe the semester went so fast because my instructor was great.
Dear Rachel, as soon as I had given up hope on television, you shatter everything I was taught and everything I thought that I knew about broadcast media. I promise to keep watching as long you keep this sane level of argument alive.
99 million reasons our Democracy is broken
Repeal the 14th Amendment
The leadership of the GOP wants to repeal the 14th Amendment. Hell, why don't the GOP just go whole hog and repeal the 13th and 15th Amendments while they are at it.
I dare the Republicans to get any were near the 14th Amendment.
A new bridge
The Bay Bridge--on the Oakland side-collapsed onto itself. There were cars crushed under the asphalt and steel. They resembled pancakes; with people still in them. The double decked Cypress Freeway in Oakland fell and more people lost their lives on that freeway. The double decked Embarcadero Freeway fell. The Marina District in San Francisco liquefied--because it sits on landfill-- and several home and apartment buildings buckled under the weight of the upper floors and whatever and whomever was below them was crushed. Gas lines ruptured and it seemed like the whole of San Francisco was going to burn. The fire hydrants were disrupted so the fire department had to stretch its' hoses from the streets of San Francisco to Marina east of the Golden Gate Bridge. Thank goodness the Bay was close.
We didn't know what to believe. We had no idea what was happening in the city. We had no access to media because all electricity had gone down (the U.S. Mint had power for a day or so more). No lights, no stores, no kidding. The only thing to do was to remain calm. I remember walking a friend home before the October night sky covered the city. He lived on Telegraph Hill and I had to walk back--west-- up Market Street to get home. It was strange place. The earthquake tore down those walls we put and kept up against each other.
The Cypress Freeway in Oakland is now Mandela Parkway. The Embarcadero Freeway is gone and now San Franciscans have a better view of the East Bay. The Central Freeway in San Francisco was eventually torn down because if we had another earthquake, it would have probably collapsed. When the Central Freeway was torn down, the Hayes Valley neighborhood sprang to life. The apartment buildings and homes that collapsed in the Marina were finally rebuilt.
The only remaining piece of the puzzle created by Loma Prieta was the San Francisco-Oakland Bay Bridge. The Bay Bridge is a work-horse. It carries any where from 250,000 to 300,000 cars per day. So Cal-Trans made emergency repairs to the section that fell. We all crossed our fingers and toes that another Loma Prieta sized earthquake didn't strike. The fix to the San Francisco-Oakland Bay Bridge was temporary. After twenty-one years--some of it caused by local politicians--we finally see the beginnings of the end of re-construction. For twenty-one years in the Bay Area, we have been praying for Mother Earth to stay still. Sometimes she honored our request and sometimes she sent a little reminder that we were wasting time fighting fights which put us all in danger.
The new section of the San Francisco-Oakland bridge will allow for bicycles to cross to Yerba Buena or Treasure Island. I hope that they allow some sort of the transport for bicycles across the rest of the bridge--the part between Yerba Buena Island and San Francisco. Twenty-one years!
P.S. I hope our politicians learned a lesson insofar as that they don't let critical infrastructure go past time for renewal or repair. They are working on Doyle Drive. Doyle Drive is a parkway which leads up to the Golden Gate Bridge.
Rachel reads Bill O' the riot act
You said exactly what I've been wanting to tell that clown on Fox News for years. That was an awesome smack down. Imagine if the politicians responded just as you did.? Just imagine.
Thank you forever more Rachel Maddow.
Nip it in the bud
Sometimes when I walk past the (correction was Viper Room) Vapor Room on the Lower Haight, I am intrigued. I, like most black men haven't smoked marijuana but I am always asked if I have some to sell. This is why I don't make a living from it.
I got so high just walking by, I forgot the name.
2010 P.O.V. Series
What's in a name? (updated)
Part 2
Part 3
This story makes perfect sense after reading this essay
Happy Anniversary!
Thank you great great great grandparents!
"Meet The Facts"
I think this piece about Meet The Press is the exclamation mark to The Daily Show's poke on how Infotainment is just another name for what passes as News!
Just f%&^king genius!











