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The Festering Wound of PTSD
As part of my ongoing research into the tragedy of PTSD (Post Traumatic Stress Disorder), I spoke with a therapist with the U.S. Department of Veterans Affairs last Wednesday. We discussed many cases without getting into specific names or incidents. One common thread seems to connect all veterans with PTSD: depression.
Different avenues are explored in each individual case but thoughts of suicide, violent thoughts, divorce and withdrawal from contact with others are almost always present.
Lewis, the therapist, told me the Veterans Administration and other federal agencies are doing “better” with today's veterans than they did with those of us who served in Vietnam. That may be true but there will be a price to pay for decades to come and that price will have more of an effect than just monetary consequences for treatment and increased demands on law enforcement. He told me all returning vets are “debriefed” now which helps them adjust more easily to the “normal” civilian environment.
One problem with that theory is this: Many returning veterans don't even realize how deeply they've been affected. Many of the Vietnam vets I've interviewed managed to appear to live “normal” civilian lives. Some were successful in business although many more have told me stories about their inability to cope with life. Many Vietnam veterans have been deeply affected by the wars in Afghanistan and Iraq. Emotions and traumatic memories which have been buried for years have resurfaced. There has been an increase in claims at the VA for Vietnam era veterans.
PTSD is a festering wound which is invisible until some “event” scrapes the scab away and reveals the infection which in some cases, has been held deeply inside for forty years or more.
Here is a poem I wrote about fifteen years ago:
Vietnam Vet
If
you haven’t held
The brains of a friend
In the palm of your
hand...
Then you may be sane.
If
you haven’t seen
Your leg hanging on
By a thin thread of
skin...
Then you may be sane.
If
you haven’t smelled
Napalm singed flesh
Or white
phosphorous burning within...
Then you may be sane.
If
you haven’t killed
A grenade wielding child
Or yourself
with different skin...
Then you may be sane.
If
you haven’t tried
To explain your brain
To a spouse who
won’t understand...
Then you may be sane.
If
you haven’t heard
“He was so different
Before he went
over there!”
Then you may be sane.
If
you haven’t sat
Straight up in bed
At a startling sound in
the night...
Then you may be sane.
If
you haven’t touched
A name on The Wall
And remembered a
face and a scream...
Then you may be sane.
If
you haven’t been
So scared that you cried
And begged God to
make it stop...
Then you may be sane.
If
you haven’t lived
For twenty five years
With all this
inside...
Then you may be sane.
But
you’re not us!
I hope I'm wrong about the price our country will pay for what this administration has done to this generation's veterans. It becomes more and more evident every day that the arrogance, incompetence and greed which led us into the quagmire in Iraq was all based on lies and manufactured, false or faulty intelligence. Meanwhile the Taliban has reconstituted itself in Afghanistan and Pakistan and is stronger and more dangerous today than they were when George W. Bush abandoned that effort and took our military into Iraq.
I know what many of today's veterans will feel in forty years. I know because I've lived with it for the past forty years. I know because I've talked to dozens who have lived it for all those years. I know because of the homeless statistics among combat veterans, the suicide statistics among combat veterans and their divorce statistics.
“We The People” can't turn back the clock and change what this administration has done. But we have no choice when it comes to dealing with the consequences.
PTSD is going to be a fact of life in our country's future.







Comments (10)
Thanks for your post and your service, Chuck. I too had heard that the VA was making improvements, but I know change happens way too slowly in an organization as large as the VA.
There are two particular changes that I understood were underway that I wonder if you have any new information about. The first is a crucial change that I read had been recently instututed: Vets will no longer be required to have maintained sobriety for X amount of time (days? weeks? I'm not clear on the specific time requirements) before they are allowed to access mental health and other VA services. I am appalled to think how many vets suffering from PTSD surely were turned away by the earlier policy, especially since substance abuse is an extremely common symptom of PTSD. Do you know anything about whether the VA has actually done away with this wrongheaded policy? I'm not a vet myself so I don't keep as up-to-date on these issues as you probably do.
The second question concerns something you refer to in your article - the long time it often takes PTSD symptoms to appear. I believe there was some sort of cut-off date for treatment eligibility that the VA had established in the past, meaning that if symptoms took months or years to appear, they weren't treated as service-related by the VA. A "debriefing" immediately upon return from overseas service is a good step in the right direction, but may not be enough for every vet, as symptoms differ from person to person. Are there new plans for VA outreach beyond the time of the immediate return?
I've also been disturbed to read reports of vets being denied disability benifits for PTSD by VA specialists who evaluate their condition as "pre-existing," usually with a diagnosis of a personality disorder. Again, this is appalling. If they were considered healthy enough to serve their country at the time they enlisted, these guys continue to deserve our support after they served, and the VA should not be playing self-serving games with diagnoses.
The VA sometimes has a peculiar way of "supporting the troops" and I sincerely hope there are changes for the better in the works.
February 11, 2008 11:11 PM | Reply | Permalink
Thank you for taking the time to read and comment on this blog. I hadn't heard about any "time of sobriety" conditions but I will check it out.
I have become VERY angry at the VA policies lately of using the "pre-existing" crap to deny veterans treatment or benefits. But after what's been exposed at Walter Reed and other facilities, it's not too difficult to imagine walls being built throughout the system to cover certain rear ends up the chain of command.
Supporting the troops is not a thing the current administration and many in positions of power have worked very hard to accomplish. Looking at the situation as an advocate for our veterans, I have seen time and time again that instead of support the goal seems to be obstacles.
I honestly believe that many who are supposed to be helping our vets through this tragic consequence of service are, in actuality, doing everything they can to place road blocks at every opportunity in hopes that "we" will die before "they" are forced to treat or pay benefits.
February 12, 2008 12:17 AM | Reply | Permalink
Chuck: I'm glad you found my comment - I had a hard time getting back here, until I discovered that the "Search" function (up at the top of the page)really does work.
I seem to remember reading something quite a while ago about the results of the MMPI (a psychological test) commonly leading to diagnoses of personality disorder when the real problem was PTSD. I don't know if the MMPI is one of the tests used by the VA to diagnose returning vets, but it might be worth looking into.
February 12, 2008 12:47 AM | Reply | Permalink
Yes, that is one of the tests used to avoid "responsibility."
February 12, 2008 6:50 AM | Reply | Permalink
Master's level psychotherapist responding here - ten years of treating people with trauma issues.
There's a little more to the sobriety requirement than unthinking bureaucracy. Entering therapy and getting drunk are both ways of coping with PTSD symptoms. One is quicker, easier and more fun - at first. Clinical research has shown that if you have a client with a mental health issue and a substance abuse issue, therapy goes nowhere until the substance abuse stops. People aren't going to work through painful emotions if they're pushing them away with booze or drugs.
The approved course of treatment has been to get your "dually-diagnosed" client into substance-abuse treatment. Once they have enough sober time that they can face their issues with depression, anxiety, anger, trauma, etc., you get them into therapy. It's not clear from the post above whether the VA offers that approach to vets or not.
A new model coming out these days is the 'Integrated Dual-Diagnosis Team' approach, where clients receive intensive group therapy for substance abuse and mental health issues together.
Let's hope the VA offers this soon, if they aren't already.
February 12, 2008 7:07 AM | Reply | Permalink
Johnny: You're right about the difficulty of treating the dually diagnosed, but the VA's previous policy, as I understand it, resulted in the turning away of vets who then became so despairing that they committed suicide. It's good to hear that there's a newer and more humane model that's been developed. Let's hope the VA is using it.
There's a similar new model that's gained attention over the past few years to help chronically homeless persons. It's called "Housing First" and puts people in housing, regardless of any substance abuse issues, and before treating them. Some programs have a requirement for treatment once housing has been secured, some do not, as I understand it. The Housing First approach is showing some promising results. It's not surprising that better results are obtained from approaches that are based on what the individual says that they need, that are not coercive in nature, and that have as their primary goal helping the individual achieve greater stability in their life. From that point, it's far easier for the person to make positive changes, and besides, it's just more humane.
February 12, 2008 7:46 AM | Reply | Permalink
... and Chuck, thank you for your service on and off the field. I sincerely hope you're getting all the help and support you can use.
February 12, 2008 7:14 AM | Reply | Permalink
... and Chuck, thank you for your service on and off the field. I hope you're getting all the help and support you can use.
February 12, 2008 7:27 AM | Reply | Permalink
Chuck, recommended reading:
Dr Jonathan Shay, 'Odysseus In America' & 'Achilles In Vietnam'.
They didn't institute the 12 & 20 policy just for the hell of it. People should go to jail for what they're doing to our Iraq & Afghan combat vets with these long & recurring tours. Then, screwing them out of every form of help that they possibly can upon return.
February 12, 2008 10:56 AM | Reply | Permalink
You're absolutely right! Jail is too good for them!
Someone on dailykos yesterday suggested I read "Achilles In Vietnam"
I'm on my way out now to pick it up.
Thanks for taking the time to read and comment.
February 12, 2008 11:27 AM | Reply | Permalink
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